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Karth Riverbark

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Sometimes It Takes A While To Get Over Loss-Long Patrol/Redwall Log

**Why does the graveyard not go on Radio unless one has Radio on them? Oh well....I tend to save logs on my muck thing anyways so here it is ..has Ewan and Atvi in it of my characters anyways...***

Who

Atvi The Novice-ME-Novice of Redwall

Ewan Benjamin Delaney Tanner Mosswell Jahveri-ME-LP Residental Hare of Redwall Abbey, Fighter and Private in LP

Zolomon Arturo Garrick Anderson IV- Archer,Runner, Private First Class in LP

Log:

==Abbey Graveyard==

Atvi wasn't sure why he came here, maybe he should of came sooner or maybe not at all but it was too late he was here. With his little yellow flower and quickly went to a grave marked =Kenya= and layed the flower down and frowned down at the grave, he had avoided the grave as he thought it was his fault she was here, but it was the creek's fault...she saved him from it and..died doing it.

Also in the graveyard is Zolomon looking at the Memorial they made to the fallen Long Patrol members and sighs..”Not like her name..is bally well here”

Ewan glaces over at the young vole and then back to Zolomon as he speaks “No...but..it still involved what was left of the Blackrose, the Blackrose was a part of Ormaz's horde, even if they hadn't wanted to be and yes the Blackrose did gain a few new members on the way to the Western Shores, then all of the rest of the Blackrose was taken out 100%”

Atvi looks over at the hares and walks over slowly, paws behind his back “Ello..Zolomon and Ewan..sirs”

Zolomon sighs and looks at the young vole”Hallo”He says quietly

Ewan frowns and speaks “Zolomon....”He was not always good with words but he did try “Tarsa...would not want you to stay sad, I am not saying forget her but..you got to move on”

Atvi nods “Yeah she wouldn't want you to...like always be..not you”Ok maybe that didn't make since, maybe it did he wasn't sure”Like..I was sad when Kenya died, and even blamed myself..but it wasn't my fault, it was the icy creek that killed her and the ice made me fall in the creek and need saving..and she saved me cause she was my friend, she didn't know she would die, no one knew she would die”

Zolomon frowns “Wot that gotta do with Tarsa...Tarsa was murdered and I wasn't thar...it's me fault she..she died”

Ewan speaks again “I say it's who ever killed her fault, so not yours and a Long Patrol hare can't be everywhere at once, things still happen...as much as we don't want them do, good doesn't win ever fight or meeting, if good always won thar would be no need for any Long Patrol or any like force for good cause thar be no evil if it was like totally destroyed...but thar will always be good and evil and sometimes evil will win and sometimes good will win....and that's how it is”

Atvi just stands there and then walks over and goes to hug Zolomon, of course he could always back away from him..

Zolomon does allow the hug and  feels tears come but holds them back, “Not...not my fault..tis not my..not my fault”He doesn't hug back he just sort of stands there muttering.

 Ewan speaks quietly “ The very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can.”

Atvi backs up a little to give Zolomon some space and stays where he is, he is unsure why he just sort of stands there.

Zolomon  frowns and takes a sort of shaky breath and falls to his knees and just  starts sobbing, of course he cried when he learned Tarsa died, a few tears but he managed to stop them, he felt it would show weakness to cry....another time he felt tears come he stopped them after a short while. He let himself lose control of pain and tears another time for a few minutes and it helped a little maybe but again he questioned weather it was his fault, weather she still be alive if he had just got up and followed her. But he has decided..finally to acceptt this, it was not his fault and crying is not a weakness. So he just finally lets it out, what he has held back for a long while he fully lets go and sobs rack his body as he shivers and curls into a half circle hugging his knees to his chest.

Atvi frowns and looks at Ewan, he is not sure what to do.

Ewan speaks “Stay near and let his pain leave him, he has held it in too long, this is a large step to his healing. It will help him move on.”He looks around, no others around..good, as he looks to his friend and stays close “He will be ok now.”

Zolomon shakes, sobs and coughs as he just lets all the bottled up feelings...ALL OF THEM...release and leave. He shivers and coughs again and whimpers. Another few moments of whimpering and another small bit of loud sobbing and he slowly quiet down and sniffs as he lays there on the ground and is quiet. His eyes hurt, his throat hurts, a few tears somehow still slowly go down his face as he looks at the two beasts but it hurts too much to speak and he is too tried, weak to stand up.

Atvi walks forwards and lays a paw on Zolomon's shoulder and looks at Ewan.

Ewan carefully and gently goes to pick up Zolomon and heads to the infirm where his fellow hare can rest and get some rest as well as something for his sore eyes and throat.

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My spoofs:Atvi...and Alts=
Ewan Benjamin Delaney Tanner Mosswell Jahveri- LP Hare Fighter/Private and Residential Redwall Abbey Hare
Dearil-Archer/Fighter/Assassin in Blackrose